I’m scared
if I start blushing and you yell “awww you’re embarrassed!!!!!” I will never speak to you ever again
We met at the wrong time. That’s what I keep telling myself anyway. Maybe one day years from now, we’ll meet in a coffee shop in a far away city somewhere and we could give it another shot.
— Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004)
i want to give up so much
Couldn’t be anymore annoyed at my stupid self I’m so stupid, now I’m really fucked off and in the worst mood. I try and do things for people and it 100 percent backfires on me, I’m the most useless shit ever
If I never see you again I will always carry you inside outside on my fingertips and at brain edges and in centers centers of what I am of what remains.
— Charles Bukowski (via ohfairies)



